Out of the frying pan into the fire. My anixety and light headedness thankfully receding into the distance I think. And lo and behold, back comes the day long head tensions. So staggeringly frustrating – when I sit and write there is no flow to my thoughts. The blockage feels like my mental capacities are quartered.
And so the bad head yields irritability as well.
The irritability, this raw sensitivity to noises and the myriad of other things that normally wash over me, is simply a voice of anger from my frustration.
At least that is what I think it is.
The anger is rooted in a feeling of loss of control – I cannot write when I want to because of a headache I never wanted in the first place that serves no purpose, and is not the result of any excess of behaviour.
What triggers your irritability, if you do indeed get irritable?